害怕与不害怕

我害怕孤独，因为当孤独的时候就会胡思乱想。有时越想越不能睡。我害怕被丢下，因为一个人的时候就会感到害怕又寂寞。我害怕失去自己所拥有的东西，不是怕一无所有，而是怕会伤害到别人。我害怕钢琴考试，因为已经失去了信心。我害怕失去，想永远都拥有。我害怕依赖别人，因为我会变得更软弱，不坚强就像现在的我。我害怕做决定，因为担心自己的决定是错误的。我害怕接受挑战，因为我怕会让人失望。我害怕拿成绩的时候，因为还怕辜负别人对我的期望。我不害怕死亡，因为这是人生必定经过的过程。我不害怕黑暗，因为黑暗的世界可以让人体验盲人的日子。

坚持还是放手

我应该坚持还是放手呢？我真的不知道。一直以来，我总是认为自己想拥有的东西，我都会坚持到底，尽力去争取。可是现在。。。。。。。。或许不可能了。。。想拥有的东西或许不能再拥有了。。也许是该放手了。。。haiz。。。

Chinese New Year

25/1

Today morning go temple with my family. After come back home, have lunch. Then, do chores. Quite tiring. In the evening, only go back hometown. Along the journey, I got sleep for a while. When we reach my aunty's house, it is already 8.15pm. Then, we have reunion dinner together. After that, we got chat for a while and watch tv.

26/1

Happy Chinese New Year! When it is 12am, suddenly receive a few message. I keep on reply.haha..Then, got see firecracker. The sound very loud but the firecracker very nice. Then, I sleep at 2am. But I wake up at 9.30am. After I have my breakfast, then take bath. After that, watch tv. Then, have lunch.

After finish lunch, we go to uncle's house to take angpau. At there, we got play games with cousin. Then, go back aunty's house take nap. Then, we go another aunty's house to take angpau. haha..I 1st time drink sandy.quite nice.

After that, take bath. At night, we have dinner at a restaurant. After we finished our dinner, we sing karaoke. Quite nice. Some of my aunties and cousins very good in singing.

27/1

Today, wake up then go out eat roti canai. After take bath, my cousin come and we chat for a while. After that, we go to my grandmother's house. We have our lunch at there. The food very nice cuz my grandmother very good in cooking.haha..After that, I chat with my cousin. Then, I take nap. After I had my dinner, I go back to my aunty's house with my father. When we reached my aunty's house, my uncle,aunties and cousins all at there eating steamboat. My aunt ask me to eat. At first, I don't want to eat cus I had my dinner at my grandmother's house before that. But my aunt keeps on ask me to eat so I eat a little. After that, my aunty and cousin sister sing karaoke. About 10.30pm, my cousin sister brings some of my cousin brothers,other cousin sisters and me to funfair. First, we play bumper car.haha...We also got play other games.Quite fun. After that, go back to my aunty's house and watch tv.

28/1

Happy Birthday to my brother.Very sorry that I can't celebrate ur birthday with u this year. So sorry. Hope u have a nice time celebrating with other cousins.

Today wake up very late. After I took my bath, then I have my breakfast. Then, I go to my cousin sister's house to watch tv. We have lunch at 2 something. Then, I see newspaper and take nap. After that, eat durian. Eat until very full. Cham la...sure become fat after Chinese New Year.haiz..After that, take bath. At night, have dinner with my uncle,aunties and cousins at a restaurant. I got talk to my cousin. After we finished dinner, then we go funfair. Haha..today we also play bumper car first. Then, we play other games. After that, we go back to my aunty's house and watch tv.

29/1

Although I sleep at 2 something in the morning but I manage to wake up at 8 something. Have not good sleep cuz I wake up for 2 times. After I took my bath, I have my breakfast with my aunty. She tells me many past things about my cousin.Quite nice and funny.haha..

After that, we pack our things and go to my grandmother's house. We have lunch at there. After I finished my lunch, I watch tv. Then, we come back from Johor at 3 something almost 4pm. Along the journey, keep on raining. At senawang got a bit traffic jam. Got a few road accident too. We reach home at 6 something.

After I took my bath, I have my dinner with my family at a restaurant. Then, my cousin come to my house. We got talk to each other.

I feel that this year Chinese New Year sometimes boring sometimes quite fun. After come back home, I need to think of other matter already.haiz...Time passes so fast.

Happy Chinese New Year

Tomorrow start to no online and stop writing blog for few days. I will very miss online and my blog.haha..Hope I have chance to online at there.^^

Thank you very much to u and my friends for chatting with me before tomorrow.haha...Nice to chat with u all. Lots of joy and laughter when chatting with u all. I miss it very much. My life is full of happiness because of u all. Thank you so much.

Before I leaving here, I want to wish everyone happy chinese new year. Hope everyone can enjoy celebrating it although the economic is not so good. Everyone take care. Be careful when playing fire cracker.haha..

Miss it

Haiz..Now only I find that I can't do even a simple thing. I miss it for so many times.

Sorry to myself and very sorry to u. Hope it will not happen again.

Not feeling well

Today wake up at 9am still want to sleep. After having my breakfast, then go college. First, I have account class.Still ok but sometimes don't know how to do it. But still can catch up.
After that, have english class. I eat a bread before the class. Start to not feeling well. Today is essay writing. 4 people in the group. Need to write essay about plagarism not less than 280 words. Lecturer gives us 1 hour to write but we not yet finish it. I think our essay not even 200 words.haha...

Then, have moral discussion with my group members. I not feeling well and feel sleepy.Our discussion seems like more successful. After that, meet mokky and nicolette. Feel happy can meet them.^^so good.They all go sunway pyramid with their classmates. Hope they have a nice time at there. After that, I go back home. After I reached home, I eat a bread cus feel hungry. I don't have my lunch today. Then, start to write the proposal for moral project. Having headache until I can't tahan then I take a nap. Sleep for 1 hour then wake up to type the proposal. Then, let cheah to check it cus he is the group leader. Thank you to him for checking it and telling me the sentences that need to change. After that, I sent it to the lecturer by e-mail. Yeah! Finally I finish that proposal. Before that, I still worry that I can't finish it cus my english is not good. Plus, need to think of the description and budget. Think until I want to bang the wall already. haha...This is the first time I write a proposal. A nice try and experience. Learn new things when doing the proposal. Glad to have a chance to do it.^^

Freshie night

Today, I go to freshie night at college. I think maybe some of u don't know what is freshie night. Freshie night is a party for new students at sunway college. Actually I didn't decide to go but today I change my mind. I decide to go to freshie night cuz it seems like quite fun and I never go before.

Today morning, no class to attend so I stay at home do chores.I have physics class at 12.30pm. So, my class finish at 2.30pm. After that, I go back home and have my lunch. Then, see magazine and take a nap. Sleep for half an hour wake up then prepare to go to freshie night. Then, my mum fetch me go to college.

When I reached the college, very few people at there. I thought I am late and go to the wrong place. But it is not. I am the first 1 come to the freshie night. At that time quite boring cuz my friends not yet come. So, I see the magazine that they give. After that, my friends come. I wait for an hour only the freshie night start. First of all is performance. Quite nice. Then, play games. They want 1 strong guy become representative for each courses. haha...They need to show their calf muscle. The guy who has the strongest muscle and have the loudiest applause then that guy will win a box of ferrendo locher. After that, lucky draw session.

Then, dancing performance still ok. Then, play games again. This time they want 1 sexy girl become representative for each courses. This time they need to show their sexiest laugh.haha..the winner is Jia from CAT.

After that, senior from CIMP do dancing performance. Then, everyone starts dancing. After that, they give prizes to freshie king and freshie queen. Both also come from Ausmat.haha...Freshie king is William and freshie queen is Janice. Both of them need to dance together before take the hamper.haha..

Then, we have some lightmeal. Some of them dancing again. The place seems like a disco already.haha..

When my friends and I are talking, suddenly a guy asks my friend her name and taking which course. The guy talking on phone. We all feel scard and quickly run away. After that, my friend's friend also kena. The guy also asks her the same thing. Then, we quickly ran away again. Very scary. The way he asking is very scary and he seems like drunk.

Overall, I think freshie night is still ok and quite fun. Hope still got another freshie night so that mokky and nicolette can go with me.^^Very sorry, mokky. I didn't bring camera to freshie night so I didn't take many photo.The photo quite blur.

Sleepy

Today, I wake up at 9.00am. Then, I quickly take my bath. After having my breakfast, my dad fetch me to college. These few days I go to college at 9.30am cus my class is start at 10.30am. So, no traffic jam at that time I go to college.haha...very good. After 15-20 minutes, sure reach college. When I reached there still early, so go to the bookstore and help sister to buy testpad. Then, go to foyer see cheah at there.I walk to there. Yesterday and today I also scard him.haha...cus he is busy doing his things then suddenly I put my things on the table.haha...

After that, maths class still ok but very complicated. I 1st time feel maths is so difficult.haha...Then, I have physics class at lab. Lecturer doesn't teach and asks us to do exercise that he gave us yesterday. Physics class at lab only one hour. Then, I have lunch with my friends at cafeteria. This is the second time I eat fried rice.haha...Hope next time can try other foods.

Then, I have chemistry class with evonne. We got chat for a while. After that, I have moral class. I feel very sleepy. When the lecturer is teaching, I almost want to fall asleep. Keep on fishing.haha...Not really know what he is talking about. Then, have group discussion about moral project. The lecturer very ma fan. Need to write this need to write that. Cannot do this cannot do that. After that, I go back home but reach home around 8pm.

At night, I online to have a discussion with my group member about moral project. But the discussion is not successful cuz some of them leave earlier, some of them suddenly talk about the freshie night.Haiz...On friday, need to stay back again for the group discussion.

信心

信心是可以让人很好的发挥自己的才华，让人敢在很多人面前表演，让人做什么事情都能做到很好，让人给人家留下很好的印象。我承认我是没有信心。不知道从几时开始，我的信心就已经渐渐没有了。其实不是我自己察觉，而是别人告诉我的。直到最近我才很肯定自己是没有信心，可是不知道自己为什么没有信心。相信是某些事情发生造成的。每当看到别人很有自信的在很多人面前表演，能弹很好听的曲， 能唱很好听的歌，能画很美的画，能写很感动又能吸引人的故事，能创作很好的词，能写很美的诗，能当很好的领导者，很会辩论或讲很多话，我都会很佩服他们，也很羡慕他们能很有自信。

其实我已经把事情做到很好，可是还是无法让人满意，反而还让信心变得更少。突然觉得无论我多么努力都好，还是不能把事情做得很好，无法达到别人的要求。理由只有一个，那就是我缺乏信心。不是我不要有信心，只是一次又一次发生的事情让我渐渐缺乏信心，直到现在已经没有信心，也不想同样的事情在发生。同样的事情在不同的时间发生，可是感觉都是一样的。那种感觉就好象掉入一个黑暗的世界，想找到光明却找不到。也许是需要时间吧！不同的情况做同样的事情又有不同的结果。那就是说我做事情都不稳定。有时随随便便反而让人满意。有时认真或一直付出，反而让人不满意。有时真不知道是要随随便便好，还是认真或一直付出好。Haiz。。。信心。。信心。。有谁能教我如何找回信心？希望我能尽快找回自信或信心，以便同样的事情不会发生。

Tuesday (20/1)

Today, I wake up at 8.30am. After taking bath, I have my breakfast. Then, my dad fetch me to college. I see cheah and aaron sit at the foyer doing their homework. I also sit there doing homework. After that, I go to find mokky at her class. Then, we go to the cafeteria. Chinese society members are selling foods. Mokky buys tang yuan to eat. Quite nice. We got chat for a while. Then, we go to our respective classes cus have class. I go to account class 1st. Account class quite boring. The lecturer teaches until all of us want to sleep already.haha...

After that, english class still ok. We do the comprehension. Wah! The comprehension passage very difficult and boring. Quite hard to understand it. The questions also very difficult to answer. Not like form 5 anymore. Haiz...

Then, I have class at chemistry lab. Today we do the experiment about salt. At first, my friend and I do the wrong experiment. After I asked the lecturer, then only realise that we did the wrong thing. We did it all over again. Luckily, we can finish it before the end of the class.

After that, I meet mokky,nicolette and jun hong. We all chat for a while. I didn't have my lunch today cuz no break. After I reached home, I eat bread.

Today I walk at the road when raining but I still sweating. haha...quite weird and sounds funny,right?I got bring umbrella at that time.It is nice to walk when raining although the road is slippery.

Tired but happy day

Today, I wake up at 8am.haha...I can wake up late already. Everday do the same thing-take bath, eat breakfast, go to college.

After I reached there, I go to the computer learning centre to register my subjects. After that, I go to attend account class. Haiz..not very understand it. But I will read more to understand it. The lecturer quite good. She always explain to me when I not understand it.

After that, I have 20 minutes break. Then, have english class. Today do comprehension. wah! The questions for comprehension quite difficult to answer. Mostly need us to give opinion. After finished english class, my friends and I go to the fotostat shop to get our things. But they still not yet finish fotostat our things. So, we wait at there and we late attend our group moral discussion. Very sorry to our group leader and other group members. So sorry. Anyway, we have a nice discussion and we have planned to carry out our assignments. After that, I meet with mokky and nicolette for a while. I go to their classes too. Then, they have classes and I go back home.

After I come back home, I take a nap. After that, I walk to giant to buy things. Do u believe it? I think most of u won't believe that,right?haha..I really did it but my leg pain cus I walk to giant and walk back home only 40 mintes. Actually not walking all the time, mostly run when go to giant. haha..

Most relax day

Haha...Look at the title very funny,right? Ya, today is the most relax day among all the days that I have classes.haha...

Today, I wake up at 6.45am. Very sleepy. After I took my bath and my breakfast, then my mum fetches me go to college.

When I reached there just about 8 o'clock only. Same as yesterday reach there earlier. Then, I meet Cheah and Jeyshaan. After that, Jeyshaan goes to buy bread to eat while Cheah and I discuss about the moral assignment for a while. Around 8.25am, we go to our classrooms. Physics class lecturer discusses about the exercise that he gave last week. After that class, I have 2 hour break time. I think this might be the last time that I have 2 hours break time.haha.. very sorry, mokky. I didn't go to the opposite of tom yam kitchen to find u. so sorry.

At 12.30pm, I have chemistry class. Lecturer starts teaching the syllabus. Got some differences between form 4,form 5 chemistry and the chemistry that I study now. Try to understand all the new concept.

Yeah!today finish class at 2.30pm. 1st day can so early go back home and can have a nap.haha...

Today

Today, I wake up at 6.55am. After I take bath and have my breakfast,then I go to college to attend classes. When I reached there still early, so I wait for the class. Physics class at lab. We do our 1st experiment today. Unfortunately, our group and some groups broke the ruler. The experiment quite difficult to do and the ruler is too soft ady until it is so easily broke. After that, maths class still ok. Then, I have my lunch with mokky. We long time didn't have lunch together ady. After that, I take her to my classroom then she takes me to the restaurant at 5th floor. wow!the environment quite nice. After that, she takes me to her class. We chat at there. I also know some of her classmates too. Then, some of her classmates come back. Suddenly got one boy called my name. I suddenly frightened and shocked coz I can't remember who is him. After that,I only realise he is my primary school friend.After that, we got chat for a while when their class representative talk ghost stories. I didn't really listen to the ghost stories but I also scared by their class representative.haha...their class is full of fun. Their class representative very good in telling ghost stories.

After that, I go for chemistry class. Today start study. I got learn some new things. After that, I go moral class at 4.30pm. Quite tired and sleepy. Almost want to fall asleep ady.haha...but the class ends at 5.45pm. Moral class lecturer just say about the differences between moral and law and talk some stories. Then, he wants us to form a group of 10-12 people to do assignment like charity or go orphanage house. Cheah is our group leader and I don't know why become the assistant.haha...

Haiz...my timetable got some changes already.

Monday: 10.30am-4.30pm, no break
Tuesday: 10.30am-4.30pm, no break
Wednesday: 10.30am-6pm, got one hour break: 1.30pm-2.30pm
Thursday: 12.30pm-2.30pm
Friday: 10.30am-2.30pm

Look at my timetable. It is more tiring than secondary school timetable. Haiz...Just hope that I can get used to it.

Weird timetable

Today, I wake up at 6.50am.haha...very early. After I take bath and have my breakfast,then I go to college. When I reached there, a few people at there. After that, all of us take new timetable. Wah!the timetable very weird and timetable. Today I have class from 8.30am-12.30pm. Then tomorrow I have class from 10.30am-4.30pm. Tomorrow start moral class but I think I take the wednesday moral class.haha...Wednesday more worse. Have class from 8.30am-12.30pm. Then, have 2 hours break. Continus have class from 2.30pm-7pm. Have class until so late cus have moral class that is from 4.30pm-7pm.haiz...that day I think I will be very tired.Thursday only have 1 class that is 2 hours. Then, friday have class from 10.30am-4.30pm.

Me

Sunday is almost same like saturday to me. Nothing much difference. I think only got one different is today I wake up earlier than yesterday.Can guess wat time I wake up?

I think today wat I do is almost same like yesterday. So, I think I shouldn't write it again. If not, u all will fall asleep when read my blog.haha...

Today don't know why suddenly got an idea to talk about me.haha...I not very know about me. I am a pessimistic girl. I think maybe u all don't think I am a pessimistic girl cuz I always smile whenever and wherever I am.haha...But, I like to cry when feel sad or think too much. After crying, I feel happy and no stress. Feel like I have solved the problem already. haha...Actually it is not. It is just that I want to be happy by myself. U all think I am stupid,right?haha...

Another thing about myself is I cannot do two things at the same time. For example, I cannot listen to music when study. I cannot watch tv when sms. I cannot listen to wat u talk when I doing my own things.haha...very funny,right?

I think that's all I know about me.

Boring saturday

Today i wake up at 10.20am.wah!i sleep for 10 hours ady.1st time sleep for so long time.but still feel tired after sleep for 10 hours.haha...my brain can't function properly.After having my breakfast, I start to help mum do chores such as sweeping floor,wash vegetables....

After I had my lunch, I feel very boring. I keep on thinking something. haiz...So, I listen to music and do homework to stop me for thinking all those things.haha...My dad brings my handphone go out.haiz...very sorry to my friends who sms me cuz I very late reply. After that, I watch sonria pasta. Very funny. I keep on laughing. After that, I play piano then help mum do chores.

Then, watch tv again.haha...The day ends like this...haiz...Whole day stay at home quite boring. Very admire others who can go out to anywhere.haha...

Next week onwards I think I will be very busy coz many homeworks and assignments are coming soon. Hope I can handle all of them well. Maybe in the coming chinese new year holiday I will be busy with my assignments too. Haiz...So,this weekend let myself to have more rest and relax so that I have more energy to face all the homeworks,assignments,hurdles and problems that are coming soon. Gambatte!

At last, wish my friends who start study in college or school all the best and good luck in studies. Wish my friends who are working good luck in their work and enjoy their work. Wish myself always be happy.^^

Third day of college

Today, I wake up late in the morning cus today my class start at 9.30am. After i take my bath, then I have my breakfast as usual. These few days I eat the same things. That was 2 bread.haha...After that, my dad fetch me to college. Thank you to my dad coz he everyday fetch me go to college. Today the traffic jam not serious. So, I just take about 20 minutes to reach the college.

After I reached the college, I go to find cheah coz jus now i receive his message that says that he got books want to give me. After that, I go to my english class. The air-cond in the classroom not function well. Seems like blowing the hot air. All of us feel very hot. The lecturer asks someone to adjust it but still very hot. So, we open our classroom's doors so that the classroom is not very hot. The lecturer explains the courses outline.

Then, I go for accounting class. The lecturer start to teach the syllabus. Haiz...Sometimes I don't know what she is talking about. Maybe i don't have a good knowledge on accounting. Hope I can try to understand it by reading it by my ownself.

After that, I go to the applicable maths class. This time the class is also full of people. haha...luckily I can find a seat. The lecturer hopes that we can change to discrete maths class or calculus class. But I think I will not change the class anymore coz the lecturer is good and I like maths. I think maybe u all don't know the differences between applicable maths,discrete maths and calculus. I just roughly tell u all about the differences between applicable maths, discrete maths and calculus. Applicable maths is slightly harder than discrete maths but easier than calculus. Applicable maths is needed for people who want to study business,accounting and finance in future. People who want to study engineering and actuarial science in future need to take applicable maths and calculus. The syllabus for applicable maths and discrete maths is almost the same. Their differences are on the way that ask u the question on exercises and exam. The question for discrete maths is directly while the question for applicable maths is indirectly and u need to think and try to understand it only u can answer it. Calculus is study about intergration and differentiation. Before the class ends, the lecturer gives a quiz to see how good is our maths.

I go back home earlier coz I don't have class after 12.30pm. I have a chance to have my lunch at home. My mum cooks yee mee today. It is so nice. I didn't have lunch at home for a few days so feel like the foods that my mum cooked is so delicious and I eat until full. When I had my lunch at college, I can't eat until full coz the foods there are smaller plate than my house.haha...

1st day and 2nd day of college

7/12

Today, I go to college at 7.30am. When I reached there is already 8.15am cus traffic jam. Everyday also traffic jam. I quickly walk up the staircase until the 4th floor. Quite tiring. Then, we go to the seminar room to take our timetable. I only got one subject same class with her. After that, cheah,aaron and I in the same class for physics. We go to the physics lab which is the lower ground floor to attend the class. Quite hard to find the physics lab. Luckily i follow them. If not, i sure lost in the college.haha...I have a new friend call Mei Lin. She takes the same subject like me.The physics lecturer is quite funny. He asks us to introduce ourself. Then, he explain some steps that need for the lab reports. After that, I go back to the 4th floor to have maths class. The maths lecturer called Miss Rosemary. She is a good and funny teacher too.

After that, I have a 3 hours break. I have my lunch 1st. After that, nothing to do ady. Very boring. Waiting the time to pass but the time passes very slow. Then, mokky and nicolette have their lunch time. We call hui le. haha...we all keep on screaming cus there very noisy. We can't hear wat hui le say, she also can't hear wat we say. haha....After that, we chatting.

When it is around 2.30pm then we go to our class. I go for chemistry class. The chemistry lecturer quite strict. 1st day of class give ur to do exercise about form the formula as the cation and anion is given. haha...almost forget how to do ady.

4pm finish class. Quite tired. Everyday go back home from college sure take a nap.haha...


8/12

Today I go to college like normal. Then, I attend the physics class. Lecturer gives ur exercise on form 4 physics chapter 2 to do. Quite hard to do. I only manage to do one question.haiz...After the class, Mei Lin and I go to the cafeteria to have our lunch. Then, we go to the computer learing centre to register. After that, we have a seat at lobby. A few minutes later, mokky and nicolette have their break. I got chat with mokky for a while.

About 11.30am, we go back to class. I have my account class. The account class quite boring. After that, english class is quite nice. Have lots of jokes and fun. Then, have chemistry class. Still ok but kinda sleepy.haha...At last 4pm ady. It is raining outside.haiz...

Sun-U orientation day 5/12-6/12

5/12

I wake up at 7.15am. After take bath,then have my breakfast. Then, see a very disgusting thing. Not want to mention here. If not ,u all willl vomit. haha...My parents clean that things then only go to mokky house fetch she and nic. Very sorry to let them wait for a long time.When we reached sunway college, it was very crowded with people. Then, we went to our courses reception to take attendance. After that, we went to the hall to listen to several talks.
Haiz...can't sit with mokky and nic. The talk sometimes make me want fall asleep.haha...

After listening to all the talk,then we went to see our classrooms. After that, i went to find mokky and nic. Haiz...she still following me. We had lunch at cafeteria. I eat economic rice.very tasty.maybe i too hungry ady.haha...Then, we went to walk around the campus. After that, mokky and nic went for their courses orientation. I was suffering at that time.

After than,we went for the career testing. Quite boring. After that, we went to the hall for subject briefing. Haiz...the subject briefing delayed for 20 minutes.swt! I felt tired at that time. Hope can go back home soon. at last, it ended after 4.30pm.

After went back home, took a rest and take bath. Then, had piano class. Very tired at that time. I played it until very bad.haiz...


6/12

Today i wake up at 7.20am and go for orientation too. Had a serious traffic jam before that. When I reached there, it is already almost 9am. I quickly walk up the staircase to the fourth floor. Luckily, I meet my primary friends and cheah at there. Then, I follow them. We go to the room to register the subject that we want to take.

After that, we go to the computer learning centre to register our login name. Then, we go for our lunch. After that, we go to the fourth floor to buy the books that sell by senior. After that, we go to the lobby there to buy some textbooks too. The books quite expensive. so we separate buy then fotostat to others. Sorry,mokky. I didn't answering ur call cus kinda busy on buying books at that time.Then, I go to find mokky and nic. We chat for a while.After that, we go to the fourth floor cuz we thought got programme but don't have and can go back ady.We carry large tonnes of book.haha...luckily there got lift and the boys help girls to carry although they didn't buy. Thank you for their help.Then, I got chat with mokky and nic before they go back.

Today I feel so happy cus I am freedom and have lots of fun. Haiz...tomorrow going to start study. Don't know whether can be same class with them or not. Wish everyone who is start study,all the best and good luck in their studies. Wish my friends who are working ,enjoy their work. Gambatte! Hope everyone always be happy.^^

2009

So fast 3rd day of 2009. haiz..Holiday is going to end. Tat means i going to start college life. Very scard cus don't know the places well.Very miss secondary school life and friends.

New year new life new hope.

1st hope: hope eveyone always happy and healthy.

2nd hope: hope I can do well in anythings.

3rd hope:hope I can pass my piano exam.