觉得做人累了就看看

学会沉默　　
有时候，你被人误解，你不想争辩，所以选择沈默。本来就不是所有的人都得了解你，因此你认为不必对全世界喊话。却也有时候，你被最爱的人误解，你难过到不想争辩，也只有选择沈默。全世界都可以不懂你，但他应该懂，若他竟然不能懂，还有什么话可说?那么，不想说话，就不说吧，在多说无益的时候，也许沈默就是最好的解释。
　　
至少平静　　
在你跌入人生谷底的时候，你身旁所有的人都告诉你：要坚强，而且要快乐。坚强是绝对需要的，但是快乐？在这种情形下，恐怕是太为难你了。毕竟，谁能在跌得头破血流的时候还觉得高兴？但是至少可以做 到平静。平静地看待这件事，平静地把其他该处理的事处理好。平静，没有快乐，也没有不快乐。
　　　
不要想如果当初　　
人生是一条有无限多岔口的长路，永远在不停地做选择。如果只是选择吃炒面或炒饭，影响似乎不大，但选择读什么科系、做什么工作、结婚或不结婚、要不要有孩子，每一个选择都影响深远，而不同的选择也必定造就完全不一样的人生。生命中不可承受之情，就在于人生没有重来 的机会啊。如果当初如何如何，现在就不会怎样怎样。。。这种充满怅然的喃喃自语，还是别再多说了吧。每一个岔口的选择其实没有真正的好与坏，只要把人生看 成是自己。独一无二的创作，就不会频频回首如果当初做了不一样的选择。
　　
保持单纯　　
因为思虑过多，所以常会把自己的人生复杂化了。明明是活在现在，却总是念念不忘着过去，又忧心忡忡着未来；坚持携带着过去、未来与现在同行，你的人 生当然只有一片拖泥带水。而单纯是一种恩宠状态。单纯地以皮肤感受天气的变化，单纯地以鼻腔品尝雨后的青草香，单纯地以眼睛统摄远山近景如一幅画。单纯地活在当下。而当下其实无所谓是非真假。既然没有是非，就不必思虑；没有真假，就无须念念不忘又忧心忡忡。无是非真 假，不就像在做梦一样了吗?是呀，就单纯地把你的人生当成梦境去执行吧。
　　
控制情绪别浪费了
今天的你，是不开心的你，因为有人在言语间刺伤了你。你不喜欢吵架，所以你离开；可是你只是离开了那，却没有离开被那人伤害的情境，因此你愈想愈生气。愈有气，你就愈没有力气去理会别的事情，许多更该用心去做去想去处理的事件，就在你漫天漫地的心烦意乱之中，被轻忽被漠视被省略了。因为，你只是一心一意地在生气。在情绪上做文章，这是对自己的浪费，而且是很坏的浪费。毕竟，生气也是要花力气的，而且生气一定伤元气。所以，聪明如你，别让情绪控制了你，当你又要生气之 前，不妨轻声地提醒自己一句：“别浪费了。”
　　
悄悄悄悄地回归平静　　
曾经有一段时间，你心情低落，甚至懒得拉开窗帘，看着窗外的阳光。因此你当然也忘了去看看，窗台上那一盆每天都需要喝水的百合花。如此不知过了多久，总算有一天，你度过了心情的低潮，同时也想起了你的百合。天啊，可怜的花，它还活着吗？你战战兢兢地拉开窗帘，却见它迎风招摇，花颜可掬。原来在过去的这段日子里，你虽然忘了喂它喝水，老天却没忘了以雨露眷顾它呢。许多事物悄悄地在你的视线之外进行，而且悄悄地安排好了它们自己。天生万物，天养万 物，一切其实无须担心。。。

你只要做的就是做好自己，不留任何遗憾。。。

生病了

Haiz..sick sick sick. go away from me. I don't want to have flu, so suffering.

Will not be update my blog for a few days. don't miss me ya. take care everyone.

明白与不明白

I thought someone will be the one who will understand me eventhough others don't. But I am wrong. Fine, it's not important already.

That day I was emo, someone should know it but i don't know whether that person know or not but make me more emo instead of comfort me. It's ok, it past already.

nightmare on elm street

Today just watched nightmare on elm street. It was scary as what my friend told me just before today. It is the most scary movie I watched before. The sound effect was great and almost everything just popped out suddenly. The ending was really unexpected.


Rating: 8/10

累了

Felt very very tired. It came back again. Headache, felt like want to vomit and cough non-stop were just signs.

Felt so sad when it happened. why can't say it straightforward or face to face? haiz...why have to argue on those matter?

I didn't want to make ppl stay cus I know I can't stay ppl's heart eventhough being forced to stay. So I will let go.

24th

Now only I realised that today is 24th. Seems like 24th is not a good day for me anymore. Things happened one by one. I thought I can go through it but actually I can't. Start to understand what is the meaning of caring and who are caring. And now, I understand and admit that what u said is right. u are not caring, last time think u are caring maybe just that time feel so. Brother, thank you so much, u are the first person who understand me.

*珍惜你身边那个爱生气的女人 *

* 她总是问 : 你在哪 ? 你干什么呢 ?
- 她很关心你 , 只是想跟你说说话 ; 你不给她发信息 , 她很矛盾 , 怕你在忙 , 但又忍不住想你 . 换了别人 , 爱干嘛就干嘛 , 她根本不会去关心 . 所以请你一有时间就问候她一下 , 让她放心 , 让她知道你心里有她 . 她总是主动联系你 , 她会觉得她贱

* 她总说她会帮你 , 让你有事找她
- 其实她知道她帮不了你什么 , 她只想让你知道你还有她 , 她永远在你身边陪你

* 不论是过马路还是走在哪 , 她用手死死拽住你的胳臂
- 不要说她粘人 , 她只是告诉你她信任你

* 她总是走在你的左边
- 不要说她多事 , 她只是想离你的心更近一些

* 她爱忧伤 , 爱掉泪
- 别怪她多愁善感 , 她只是缺乏安全感 , 你要知道 , 她很少会为别人流泪

* 在买东西时她总征求你的意见
- 别说她没主见 , 依赖你 , 她只是尊重你 , 凡事以你为先

* 出去吃饭 , 她吃得很少说吃不了 , 让你替她吃
- 别说她挑食或者浪费 , 她只是怕你吃不饱

买东西她总买便宜的
- 别说她小气 , 她只是想为你省钱

* 给你买东西 , 总买贵的
- 你可能不需要 , 不喜欢 , 但别怪她浪费 , 她只是想告诉你她可要把最好的留给你

* 跟你在一起总爱玩失踪
- 别说她淘气 , 吓唬你 , 她只是爱看你急着找她的样子 , 证明一下她对你来说是重要的

* 她总假装生气转身离开
- 记住 , 她不是真地想走 , 离开时想要被挽留

* 她会突然冷淡你 , 或向你撒娇
- 别怪她孩子气 , 她只是想让你哄哄她
你忘记她的生日 , 她向你发脾气
- 是因为她对你有所期待 , 她并不会要求一个陌生人记住她的生日


~ 女人是最讲理的动物 , 她的脾气往往导因于各式各样的理由
~ 女人也是最不讲理的动物 , 她的理由经常令人无法理解


女 人可以为了一件小得不能再小的事 , 发一场大得不能再大的脾气 , 因为女人对身边的男人有所要求 , 有所期望 , 所以常常会失望 ; 失落 .

累

This week is super super tiring. 7 days like non-stop doing work.

幸运

Now only I knew I actually quite lucky compared to my brother. Felt too bad that he had to face that kind of teacher. I knew is hard as I went through something similar like that before. But, I think mine one is slightly better, at least I didn't feel panic before.

转折点

Maybe now is the point to change everything. But, no matter what happen, I will just hold on till the end.

Actually make me happy sure got. The difference is just how much only. Maybe makes ppl happier is more than me. It's normal to have that difference.

不知道

Almost fainted in the morning. Luckily after slept for a while, it gets better.

Almost gone crazy because of the don't know.

Didn't expect much or anything, just want care and concern are enough already.

拥抱

Hug. why when upset or having problem hope to have a hug to tell me that it's ok? Well, it is easy to know whether I am ok or not. Just by hugging me, will know the difference. I will not let go when not ok.

blue

felt so blue...Almost not willing to hold it. Luckily putri cheers me up for that few hours. Felt so glad that have a friend like her. Congratz to her that she passed her driving test yesterday=)

喜与悲

Happy? sad? I don't know. Just had mixed feeling today. From morning already not feeling well, dizzy. the worst is almost afternoon that time had very severe headache. Managed to sleep for a while when waiting for the tutorial. Luckily after that it getting better while had tutorial on 2 something.

Actually wanna edit video after the tutorial, but since group leader said no need, then some of them went back, I can rest already.

Something wrong with it just after i swithed it off and open again. Haiz..why la?
Regret of swithed it off that made it unusable and many functions gone. No more sudoku games and seaweeper for me to play. Just back to the normal again. But now the worst is one more function gone. Just felt so bad. Luckily I had music to listen when alone. After that, a bunch of girls came to me suddenly to promote a don't know wat concert. Then, talked to me eventhough we don't know each other. Felt so weird.

Anyway, all ended and turned good almost the end of the day. If I not mistaken, can say it was the first time u cheer me up and turned my day from bad to good. I still don't know how u know that. Anyway, thank you very much.

Thomas cup final

It just finished 18 minutes ago. Watched it until wanna sleep already. Overall is quite nice. Although Indonesia lost, but they did good job as they tried to win the match.

回来了

I am back. Miss me or not? I knew is no, cus just 1 day not blogging and 2 days didn't mention wat's happening.

Finally done with it. Yeah, no more project runway. Can have a nice sleep after few days not sleeping well.

No plan for tomorrow. Waiting for the outing with cousins.

how can I stop thinking?

Just drop by to tell everyone that probably I won't update this for a few days. Felt stress, suffering and sleepy. Create a new 3S. Take care everyone.

秘密

Recently like to say this.

如果

If 1 day not blogging, will the connection lost already?

Someone asked me recently why I so emo. Seriously I don't know why, just feel very tired only.

Felt so bored now. Thinking wat to do for next month. If can get it, then no need to think already.

水和火

water and fire. why I have both?

伤+痛

Never so hurt and pain before. Hope can forget it. Not angry at all. Just hurt and sad. Maybe I am hard to be understand and hard to understand other ppl as well.

停

Stop saying anything.Can't tahan anymore

不错的一天

Today just can't describe wat I felt in words. Just want to thank u so much.

Went to pavillion just after back from college. Had ramen which I don't think is nice.

Before end this post, shared a thing. Today a Singaporean asked for my number. Guess wat it is. The Singaporean wants me to take care of her daughter when she started study at college. Actually I wanted to laugh cus how can I take care of ppl. Anyway, I just give a try see whether can help or not.

充实的一天

Finished class around 9am. so early. Thinking wat to do for a while. Suddenly make up my mind. Don't think too much, I was alone only. The 2nd one is better than first one.

力不从心

These few days had this feeling. Don't know why so easy felt very tired and suffer.

也许

Maybe I still don't understand ppl well. It makes a distance in between and seriously don't know how to get through it.

It attacks silently and merely. how can it cure?

决定

Just give up it.

还好

Maybe it's true that have to calm down and think twice before saying or thinking something. Today just found out that student central's chair is so nice to sleep. At first, not really want to sleep. Then, played sudoku until fall asleep.

喜怒哀乐

It's hard to explain wat I felt today. It breaks down just for a while after a day of pretending. Almost fell down from the stairs, luckily it just a minor hurt. But nobody realise that. Don't know recently what's happening, last friday just had a green-black. Left my pendrive with my friend, luckily I got a spare one. Sometimes just wondering why I can suddenly happy suddenly depressed, I guess not only me is thinking about that. Still can't forget about it and it popped out suddenly.

望着天空

Never feel so so blue before...

好乱

Just feel very confusing. Am I sensitive? I really don't know.

五月一号

so fast first of may already. went to watch movie with family today.