了解

真的有那么难了解吗？

也许

Maybe this is wat will happen in my life. When hope it won't happen, it sure will happen. It's fate and I don't know when I can accept it. Is it hard to accept or I don't want to give up? Seriously I very tired already.

Until now I still don't understand why people say I am good. I not that good. I definitely not a perfect person also. I can't stand and face if anything suddenly happens. I not that tough.

Recently some people finds me to talk to. After hearing what they said, just give them some advice or try to make them feel better. But, I have to admit that I am not a good counsellor. I can be a listener but not a counsellor cus I also can't handle everything by myself. Just hope that my advice can help a little and make them feel better.

I knew I make someone angry. Can't bluff me or hide from me. Sorry. I would like to apologise. I still don't know what's the reason but i think I am wrong. Just leave me alone.

传说

你们相信传说吗？有些我蛮相信的，但是不是全部。

每件事的发生都会有个原因。有时不知道背后的原因，有时隐瞒真正的原因。我知道它离我越来越近。总有一天希望你会明白。

明天

Tomorrow is the last day

剩下

The remaining I have to go through it by myself. Anyway, thank you very much for advising me and be there for me during these few days. Will know the truth soon. Hope nobody will regret.

考验

Is it a challenge? thank you for your advice. I will try to change it.

接二连三

我能度过今天吗？突然有种想放弃的感觉。。。的却很难熬，因为别人不了解，不知道。如果你是我，你会不会有同样的感觉呢？哭泣的时候你不会知道。只知道我爱哭，可是有没有想过为什么会这样呢？我无法想象如果我说了会有什么后果，别人会有什么反应。

Finally

Finally 1 day past. Today got a friend said today I so quiet. Maybe just don't feel like talking today.

The last 3 days of my cny holiday

The last 3 days of my cny holiday was fun and nice. Unfortunately there's something which I hope I would never recall it anymore. Actually is just a question that made me recall the nightmare which really happened. I thought I told u before but seems like it's not. Is I remembered wrongly or u forget? or should I tell again? Really don't know how la... If that day can continue talk then good lo..They so curious to know is who. I know they want to know the answer but it is not the right time to know.

Cny day 6

Had a tired day.

Cny day 5

boring. went to apply atm card. waited for a long time. the mesin was so inefficient.

chinese new year

Not really have the chinese new year mood. Just the feeling of holiday mood. Chu yi and chu er quite boring. Chu san was the best moments during the chinese new year. Hope the time will stop at that day.

终有一天

Really pissed.

Happy Chinese New Year

Wish everyone happy chinese new year

倒霉？还是注定是这样？

I really don't know how to say. Super sad. Is bad luck or is fixed that my life will be like this? I can't stand it anymore. Really very very tired already. First is drawing, then is this then is that, finally restaurant city.

Lonely

I feel so lonely...Alone waiting to go back. Don't know what to do instead of facing the computer. Suddenly feeling to have someone beside me. Recently just realise that it still hard for me to communicate although we are not enemy. Just don't know why.

需要

Suddenly had that deep and strong feeling. All the moments that I will never forget just came out in my mind. I wanted them back. I missed them so much. I wanted to show the true feeling but can I? I need u.

有那么难吗？

Is it so hard to go through?

真正的我

Girls are hard to understand? Actually it is not. Girls more easily to understand as they show all their feelings unless they hide it.

Actually I not really love to hide true feelings. But since that day, I always hide true feelings eventhough sometimes it is hard. I agree that I am not a tough person. I hope I can be a tough person but I can't although I tried to be tough for a few times. I use my heart to feel all the things. That's why I so emotional. It's not hard to make me happy. I easy feel satisfied. eventhough a SMALL thing or action, also can make me very happy or very touched but very sad if that's a hurt or something bad.

加油

Gambatte=)

幸运

Suddenly feel that I am so lucky. Seldom talk for a few days, observed something. Realised that shouldn't expect too much. Expectation just will become a burden. Hoping too much just will bring lots of disappointment. So just don't expect too much, don't hope too much.

情绪

Life is so miserable and dull,sometimes without knowing what is the reason although they are laughther and happiness around us.

Recently this is what I feel. Just feeling alone to avoid scolding ppl accidentally.

心情

My mood just like today weather.

emo-ing

It started on last night until now. Don't know why so emo. haiz...don't know how to stop it. have to stop complain. maybe will be quiet and don't feel like talking.

1st of feb

Didn't realise that now already february. Time really flies. Seems like nightmare is coming soon. February will start to be a hectic month.