If 1 day I lose you, I wont blame anyone cus I know I didn't appreciate u well. I hurt you more. You treat me very good. Now I only I know that. Is it too late? I know u will think I don't trust u when I didn't tell u. I would like to apologise to let u think that. Very sorry. I not don't trust u. Is sometimes really hard to just say out all the things. Very sorry that these few days u might be suffering because of that incident. Hope you will not think that u are my rubbish bin.TYVM, ILY.