31st of October

October is going to end. This means that this year is going to end soon. Recall back what had happened during this year, it seems like just happened yesterday. This year I think is the fastest year. Don't know why feel so. Maybe because my course is just a year. Suddenly miss my college life. Although sometimes it was boring sometimes it was stress, but I loved the life after mocks exam. Perhaps it just like having holiday because we just kept on do question only. haha...Anyway, I think beginning of the year was the happiest moment in my life.

Today felt so happy although really tired. I wanna apologise about the losing. Perhaps I not really played properly because back pain happened during the second match. Anyway, it was nice to play with u all. Now I had released all my stress. Recently really too stress already. This was why today I played badminton for so long time. Thanks to all of you.

Going to stop blogging for this meanwhile. Wish all ausmat students good luck in wace exam. We can do it. Gambatte! Everyone take care=)

This is it

It is nice. If have a feeling want to watch a movie, I would recommend it.

压力

Really stress until I don't know what to do.

压力确实让我喘不过气，睡不好。真的不知道该怎么办才好。只希望我还能面对吧！

Here are some pictures I took at science centre.

感觉

After this month I guess my life will be better. Looking forward for the days after exam. Maybe that time I will be missing the class.

雨总是知道我的心情。至少有一份安慰。

善忘的我

Forgetful me. Really forgetgul. even forgot where i put my driving license and was finding it for an hour. Searched it on every single place. Took all the things out and put in again.

科学馆

Can't upload photo at home. Will upload the pictures soon.

Same problem happened on tonight. Luckily now I am ok.

Today was the first time I drive after I passed and got my license. It was really unforgettable especially when someone was screaming. Anyway, I found back the courageous me. I remembered last time I didn't scard of almost everything, always dare to try. If now, maybe I will scard of something.

I think I can face the unpredicted things. I have prepared for it. No matter what will happen I hope I can accept it. Maybe that is the time I have to make a choice.

想说声谢谢

想要谢谢曾经伤害过我，责骂过我的人。没有你们，我就不会长大，不会明白那么多件事，也不会学习到那么多东西。虽然受伤害的时候，心很痛很痛。可是回想起来也算是一个回忆。

有惊有险

What happened to me? Almost fainted thrice in the college. Never had this experience before. The first time is 10.36am, second time is 1.40pm, third time is 2.25pm. All this time I was alone. Maybe wondering why I walked around. Perhaps I walked around because I knew I not feeling well. Don't want ppl worry me so I would choose to walk away. Anyway, the first time was the worst. I didn't want to follow. I went to foyer to sit down for a while. But it getting worse. Then I went to sit at the staircase which seldom people walked by. Got a guy passed by then asked me what happen. That time I was so blur then I said nothing. Luckily after that I still can walk back to library.

Learn how to handle it alone. When alone, everything has to depends on our own. Once give up, everything will gone.

难以预料

Can't believe that. It was my first time get scolded for a long time but I didn't cry. I was so sleepy until I don't know what to response.

Not feeling well in the afternoon. Feel like vomiting. Luckily Chin Yee chat with me, let me have some time to don't think of vomit. Nice to chat with her.

Something which I don't want to know.

One month before the important day to me.

The last class

The last class just ended 10 minutes ago. Started on 3 something but ended on 3.55pm. fast,right?

Going to miss my classmates and classes. Suddenly felt so lost. like something is missing.

The feeling

Now I understand what is the feeling when in that situation.

两天

Two days past and now I only know I didn't update my blog for two days. Until today I only know I scard losing the things that I have. Anyway, suffering of sick for 2 days. What I can do is just take more rest, drink more water or eat medicine and sleep. Don't like to have flu. It makes me sleep then wake up, sleep then wake up. It is hard to sleep since I will be using mouth to breathe. When I will recover? I really don't know.

Two days mean a lot to me cus I have 2 friends who have birthday on yesterday and today. Happy birthday to myra and sher yee. Hope both of u have a wonderful birthday. Wish both of u all the best and always be happy. Good luck in your exam too.

What I was doing on these 2 days. Friday went to class as usual but I only have a class which is accounts class. It was my first time doing the question non-stop. After class, went to library. After that, joyce saw me and chat with me. The time past so slow. I was waiting to go back while she was waiting to have her econs class. We chat until don't know what to say already but the time moved so slow. Everytime we watched the clock, it just past 10 minutes. swt!

Yesterday I went to ioi with pei ling and nian yu. We walked around and had lunch together. Anyway, I was not feeling well for whole day. After back home for an hour, then I went out again for meeting. Suddenly felt sleepy and suffering because of the flu. Haiz..Suffering for 3 hours then at last I was at home. Felt relieved after a busy day?

Today woke up at 9.15am. I was alone at home at that time because I slept again after my dad woke me up. After had my breakfast, I went jogging with my family. Felt like fainting when I was alone. So I kept myself walking when I had that feeling. After went back home, slept for half an hour then took bath. Had lunch at outside. At home in the afternoon.

Toughest and fastest year

I believe that this year is the toughest year. No matter what it is going to end. Yesterday my friend and I were talking about that. Sad feeling was around us recently. One of the reason is we going to leave here soon and leave each other. Although we just know each other for about a year only, but we seems like a family already. Especially during english class. This also the first time I really enjoy english class. Don't know why felt like my lecturer is just like my friend, easy to communicate. Other than that, she likes to say us is a happy family and kanak-kanak ribena cus is full of laughter in our class. If u are in our class, u will agree with me. Eventhough during that time feel depressed or sad, I still can smile or laugh after hear what they say in the class. At that time, I will feel that it is glad to be in the same class with them.

Another great moment is doing groupwork during english class like presentation. It was the first time I became the main character for the drama. Some people know me because of the character- Jack.

Maybe some of u may think that Ausmat is easy but it is not that easy as u think eventhough from the appearance we have less assignment or discussion. If u study it, u will know what I mean. We very stress when exam coming soon or during exam. Wish all of u good luck in studies.

Understand

Now I understand already. Thinking back on my silly thought, it is so funny. I really learn a lesson.

离不开

Today I lied on the table after I went into the class. My friend saw it then asked me I so tired ar...I said yes. Then asked me why. I said I don't know. I really don't know why I so tired.

原来我还是离不开它,可是会离人越来越远。今年的确发生了很多事。开始觉得很累很累很累了。

无法形容的一天

有些事情真的无法预料。

Don't know have to be happy or sad. don't know how to explain. I didn't witness the scene and didn't help at all cus after went back everything have been settle already. What I can see was the damage.

Joyfulness?

Can't believe that. Is it a dream? I did it. I really can't believe that I have passed my driving exam. Kinda relief. Anyway, I also got did mistake a bit.

I find it back.

雨过天晴

别担心。我现在好多了。 雨过天晴。我会加油的。

缘分

缘分很巧妙。到来的时候挡也挡不了。想要的时候却等也等不到。该放弃还是继续等呢？

最近的我也许会变得更静。我一直以为只要耐心的等，结果会是自己想要的。可是原来我错了。只有努力去争取，结果才会是自己想要的。

原本以为放弃是件很容易的事，可是不是每件事都可以那么容易的放弃。尤其是那些已经深深地存在心里的事是无法说放弃就放弃的。

外面的天气诉说着我的心情

Am I ok? I also don't know. 我不会再为了同样的原因而伤心了吧！

现在的我只想要一个人静一静。找到了暂时解决低落的心情的方法。而我希望明天我可以是真正的自己。独自一个人两个小时。幸好我今天想独自一个人，要不然我不知道我会变成怎样。

7th of October

Finally finish my oral exam.

用微笑来带过

有时候只能用微笑来带过。

I want to clarify that i know what is the meaning of solitude doesn't mean I like to be alone. Although sometimes when sad feel like want to be alone but I still hope got people can accompany me. No need to know anything. Eventhough didn't ask anything or didn't say anything but accompany is good enough already. Anyway, also get use to facing it alone already.

Already finish all the syllabus. This indicates that my course is going to end. Happy or sad? I am going to leave the place, leave my friends and lecturers. Can't describe the feeling. Have to think what's I going to study next year which I don't like to think. Somemore still got final exam. Recently can no need to attend class cus some lecturer didn't take attendance already. Should I skip class? But I still attend it. Recently almost having each class for 1 hour only. Just do some questions only then finish class already. My friend see me so fast finish class, even thought I didn't attend class. swt!

Tagged by lala and mokky

1.被点到的一定要填，不填代表你不尊敬点给你的人和问卷

2.老实的回答每一题问题

3.不行乱改题目

4.写完一定要点8位朋友，不可不点

5.写完后请通知那8位被点到的朋友

6.完成后，请告诉点你的人



-----個 人 題 - 10 題-----

你叫什么名: 颜颖涵 Gan Ying Han
称號: ying han, ying, ah han, han, ying ying
你的血型：B
你的星座:天蝎座、射手座
你是男還是女：女
你幾歲： 17+
你住哪裡：Bandar Puteri
你的学校: Sunway College
你有沒有手機 : 有



.------朋 友 題 - 10 題------

你最要好的朋友（限１個）: 不能说的秘密
你最討厭的人（限１個）: 没有
你最正的女性朋友（限１個）：子仪
你的男性朋友（限１個）：不知道
怎样的女生你最討厭： 不说事实
什麼樣的男生你最討厭：说话伤人
好朋友有誰（不限）：很多
你經常和哪位朋友出去: 子仪，珮凌
你身邊最可愛的朋友（限１個）: Joon Leng



-----情 題 - 15題-----

你有沒有喜歡的人：有
如果没有，你希望什麼時候有另一半:-
目前为止,跟多少人告白過：没有gua..
目前為止，你被多少人告白過：两个
目前為止，你交過多少個男／女朋有：一次
你現在有另一半嗎: 有
你最好的同性朋友跟你告白你會怎樣: 吓到吧！
你初戀情人突然跟你告白你會接受嗎 : 看情况
你為什麼會喜歡你現在喜歡的人: 因为我就是喜欢他
和另一半牽手過嗎: 秘密
和你的另一半抱或親過嗎: 秘密
你跟異性牽手過嗎：有
有是誰，你們什麼關係:秘密
目前有人追你嗎：不知道

------混 合 題 - 10 題------
如果有one天，好朋友離你而去，你會怎樣: 不知道。。
one天，好朋友背叛你，你會：以后只能做普通的朋友
如果有one天，好朋友對你喜新厭舊了，你會：不理。。
你很受不了你的父母，你會離家出走嗎: 会
上課認真嗎 :有时
你功課好不好： 中等
你开电腦都在幹麻：上网
你的即时通有多少个同性: 什么来的
你的即時通裡有多少個異性：什么来的

-----兇 手 題 - 1 0 題------
傳給你這份問卷的人是誰：慧乐,子仪
这個人對你好不好: 好
这人是你的誰: 好朋友
你有喜歡過這個人嗎：哈哈。。我们不是同性恋
認識多久了：慧乐7-8 年，子仪5年
這個人是怎樣的人：慧乐：乐观，开朗，美，善良，忠心，独立，友善
子仪：独立，有主见，勤劳，能制造热闹气氛，喜欢食物，喜欢分享，好学
個人正／帥嗎：哈哈。。问她们咯。。
這個人跟你有沒有在一起过: 哈哈。。玩，看电影和出街

------聯 想 題 - 10 題------
說到正妹你會想到誰:不知道
說到帥哥你會想到誰:喜欢的人
說到憨你會想到誰: 哈哈。。秘密
說到痴你會想到誰: 秘密
說到暗戀你會想到誰: 没有
說到出去玩你會想到誰: 朋友
說到聰明鬼你會想到誰: 秘密
說到傻子你會想到誰: 自己
說到笑點低你會想到誰：？？
說到愛笑你會想到誰 : Joon Leng

------學 校 題 - 1 1 題------
你的班導是誰: 没有
你的座位是第幾排第幾個:不定
你最喜歡的老師是誰: Pn Yong
你的體育好嗎：还好
你的数学好么：中等
你喜不喜歡你的校長：还好
你的學校好看嗎：好看
你的班級是： 没有班级
你的班級在幾樓：四楼

要点的人(Randomly)：
1.珮凌
2.念喻
3.筱嘉
4.ruby
5.慧莹
6.Xin Di
7.Xin Qi
8.看这个blog的你

Now I know what is solitude.

1st of October

New month new luck? This year no luck for me. Just hope that nothing will happen anymore.

Not going to online for the next 2 days. Perhaps not blogging also. Anything just sms me if emergency or important thing. If not, just leave a comment at here.