31st of August

I almost forgot today is national day. Maybe because not much celebration this year. I even thought today is sunday.

Sometimes hurt can make people sad, can make people cry but it may make people become brave too. Thank you for the hurt because it trains me. To me, cry is the way to forget all the sad moments and release stress. That's why I so forgetful and always cry. Actually there are some ways to forget all the sad moments but need to find a suitable way is not so easy. Sometimes need to depend on people, sometimes it is just between want or don't want. Sharing your sad moments with your friends or someone that u trust also may make u feel better. I did it before. If I can choose, living beside the sea is the best cus there is a way.

It is hard to forget sad moments but time can let it past or heal the pain. I tried it before. Now thinking back it is just a part of my life. Pain will go. Anyway, the hurt still in the heart. Some songs may let people felt sad or depressed because they are meaningful to them or describing something which is similar to their life. Whenever listen to that song, it will roll down the cheeks without knowing what is the reason.

大人的世界

原来大人的世界没有想像中那么的简单。工作的压力，income tax, 烦恼钱，上司给的压力，房屋贷款，油费，生活费。。。

还是读书比较好。虽然有压力，有烦恼，可是都会比大人的压力和烦恼还要少。多么希望不用长大，能寻找我的童年。因为一点童年的记忆都没有的我觉得很空虚。很奇怪的事是我却记得妹妹的童年。有很多考试来临，要加油了。

今天探望姑姑。看她憔悴，担心和不开心的样子，让人心疼。姑姑，看开点，不要担心， 也不要自责了。希望您能开心起来。

有时应该去察觉别人对你的付出。珍惜别人对你的付出。珍惜眼前人，不要等到失去了才来后悔。

Changes part 3 continue

Sure have changes in life. When think back of what I did last time, it was so funny and didn't know why I would do that during that time. Mostly was during primary school. Don't know whether u all familiar with this word or not.( 绝交)

Some people had changed but some people still remain the same. I really want to know last time what kinds of person am I. Good or bad also can. Feel free please leave a comment. Thank you for all the comments.

Changes part 3

Have I change? Last time I was serious? Just knew that I was serious last time. I didn't know that until someone told me that.

I admit that last time I was too quiet. Maybe because of that so let others think that I am serious. I never serious before.

难以形容的感觉

what happened? suddenly it rolling down the cheeks.

原来受了的伤是不可能像以前一样。 它会是一个伤痕，或是一个阻碍。

Friday?

Yesterday had many nightmare. Woke up for 3 times. Not a good friday. Had english test. Don't know what I wrote.

Tomorrow not going out. Not going anywhere also.

有时伤害会不自觉的发生。有时伤害到别人可是自己没察觉。

27th of August

Woke up at 6.10am. So early,right? But I went back to sleep until 8.15am. In the morning, I was not sleepy at all. After the physics class, I was almost in the dream. During exam, I was sleepy and blur. However, very surprised that this is the first time I finished it before the exam ended. 13 minutes. I was like har? 13 minutes staring on the paper. Luckily I didn't fall asleep. Today also the first time I so late went back home. 6.50pm still at the college. Luckily pei ling chat with me. If not, I will be daydreaming at there.

Don't know what happened to me.Very tired and felt like vomiting.