Nervous? or sad? or i don't have confident?i also don't know. just feel like i am lost.

After 18 days

Today morning I felt quite surprised. Thank you very much for the surprise. I didn't expect that. Thank you very much for accompany me today eventhough is just for a while. Today afternoon my dad called me and asked me want to have undang exam tomorrow or not. I answered yes cus I don't want to wait already. Tommorrow undang exam. sob..sob...Quite scard of it. Wish me all the best and good luck tomorrow. If can pass, then will continue to listen 6 hours talk.

想知道我 ok 不ok 很简单，只要观察就会知道。想要我说心里想的东西，你就需要让我有那种想告诉你的心情。 想要我打开内心的世界，你就要先打开你内心的世界。 想要我不要活在内心的世界，就要把我从内心的世界带出来，例如责骂我。我总是会被别人骂醒。能骂醒我的时候，我会很感谢。

It's over. I won't think it anymore. Felt not ok for a week. Now I understand already. I will just left it aside. I won't let it to control my feeling and my life. I won't regret cus I have done what I should do. Start to be happy from today. ^-^

I thought I can forget but it still in my mind. maybe i still not really accept it.

Touched

Feel touched when I saw the message. Thank you very much. No matter what happen in future, I will remember I have you who cares me a lot. I appreciate it. I would like to apologise for everything that I did wrong or said wrong. When I not ok, you will always be there to comfort me or let me say out my feeling. Sometimes u will wait patiently until I say. Very sorry for the past few days I not so ok, let u worry. Thank you very much for always make me happy again. No matter how much I not ok, I will become happy again at the end. You are the best. You will always in my mind and in my heart.

Night

I went for the dancing class again. I think this will be the last class I attend. Time past so fast. It became harder and harder. Anyway, thank you very much to pei ling and her mum. Thanks a lot. I love it.