Temporary

Is it everything only temporary? Friendship is also temporary? All this while I thought friendship can last long but I am wrong. Maybe I am wrong in everything. I know I don't know how to express what I want to say and what I feel. Maybe I am not the right person that u want. I know I felt sad but I have to be happy already. I would like to apologise for everything that I did or said wrongly. Thank you very much for everything. Take care.

不再逃避了

再逃避也没有用。与其逃避不如面对。开始习惯一个人。或许我应该停止活在自己的世界里。因为这样，我伤害了别人。是我想要的吗？

结束

一切应该结束了吧！是不是每个开始都会有结束呢？为什么会有伤害呢？是因为希望太多还是失望太多？还是因为太过信任对方？开始总是美好的。但结束多数都是悲伤的。每次的结束都会让我想起开始和之前所发生过的事情。就像昨天，想起很多美好的回忆。也让我想起一些事情。还记得那一天，我因为说错一句话而差点失去了一份友情。还好过后还能当朋友。

Thank you very much to my cousin and my classmates. Thanks for all the jokes.

End up like this

I think I will stop updating today. Just leave me alone for a few weeks. Thank you. Maybe nobody understand the feeling. Wish everyone has a nice weekends. Take care.

无助

以前每次我最伤心的时候，总是有人会陪我，安慰我。可是这都是以前。以前我哭的时候，总是有人会在我身边让我依靠，安慰我。开心或不开心的时候，有人可以分享。原本不认识对方也可以因为相处久后而变得很熟的朋友。起初我以为我在中学不会有很好的朋友，可是我错了。缘分让我遇到了你们。很想念以前一起读书，一起玩乐的时候。你们带给我很多欢乐。还记得中五的时候，我们时常会一起读书，一起玩乐。玩乐的时候我们都喜欢玩水。中四的时候，我有一阵子没有去学校因为脚受伤了。当我回到学校的时候，你们很欢迎我，还帮我拿书包。这件事我永远都不会忘记。也是在中三的时候，还记得那天是拿PMR的slip, 我回到座位后哭了一阵子。当时幸好有你们陪在我身边安慰我和鼓励我。中三的下半年可说是我活在最黑暗的时期。现在说再多，也没有用了。一切只能当成是回忆。我还是要说声谢谢你们。谢谢你们的关心，鼓励和支持。

28th of May

Today went to college on 12 something. Today physics class really short. Just about one hour. The lecturer very good. After finished class, I went to library. An hour later, I went to buy waffle to eat. I choose my favourite flavour again. (chocolate) but it is too much chocolate already. Although alone but didn't feel boring. Maybe I start to get used to be alone already. After that, went back to library.

Mokky, what happened to u? After read your blog, I felt very sad. Don't think too much. Anything can find me. Take care.