安慰

当需要安慰的时候，却总是得不到。唯一能做的就是转身就走。

我以为不会再想起了。可是每当其他人问的时候，我就不知觉想起了。很痛又很伤，可是却说不出口。好几次想要掉眼泪，可是却强忍着。也许想逃避，不让自己想那么多。

压力应该会越来越多了吧。

let it go? or hold it on?

压力

is it a burden?

怎么了？

worry?

不舍

Today one of my best friend going to leave malaysia. I managed to meet her in an unexpected way today as she gets my hug which she wanted. Wish her all the best in her studies and take care at there. Although feel like open the present but I will keep the promise to open it on my day=)

人生难免会有离别。

爱情

爱情没有想象中那么简单。需要互相包容，互相体谅，互相信任，互相鼓励。

你知道哭泣 和 流泪之间的差别吗？

哭泣是种懦弱的表现，流泪是感情的流露，纯爱的告别

1)你认为爱是什么，爱便是什么...这世上多一个人，爱的定义便多一个
2)宝贝，出来陪我可以吗 .. 别待在我心里可以吗？ 外面好冰 .. 好冷...
3)好久 .. 好久，都没在睡醒那一刻微笑了
4)习惯把真心藏在你看不见的角落 .. 然后敲，破【它】 .. 泪，不止
5)我好冷...爱情它昨晚告诉我：“它是你的，不是我的”
6)爱你的是我的影子，是我的心，不是我
7) 来世的电影，脚本由你来写
8)风好大，吹走的不只是我的泪，还有我的 “心”
9)爱情让我学会绝望，寂寞让我学懂沉默，失信的诺言让我哭泣，你 .. 让我了解黑暗
10)在虚拟世界里裸露，在现实世界里伪装
11)我等的，是喝下孟婆汤的瞬间 .. 没有你的记忆
12) 告诉你：“我不爱你了”，其实是因为有太多 不能说的秘密
13)因为微笑过，所以孤僻一生,孤独一世
14)你不在，我变得颓废，感情不再丰富，笑容不再灿烂，只有在幽冥的夜里，梦里才醒过来
15)你知道吗？我会想你想得窒息
16)仙人都不谈恋爱...听说..他们的心都碎了 哪天？我才能在天堂祝福你？
17)最深的伤害，往往是由最初的感动孕育
18)知道吗？地球周围的星系里没有爱情，他们的真爱都免疫了
19)现在的我忘了如何说我爱你，但，在我得到整个宇宙后还是怀念你
20)我奢望乘坐时光机，不断地回到你伤害我的那天 .. 直到心冻麻，泪不流，不再爱
21) 你哭，我想把得到过的温软毫无保留地送给你 .. 我哭，你却嘲笑 ..
22)你说过：“你对我的爱不是真的，等过了一段时间，你就不再爱我了”
所以，我过了一段名为“抛弃爱情”的季节，
23) 滴、答、滴 .. 听 .. 天空在哭泣 ...
24)你说我和你是很熟的朋友，原来......眼泪不能在好朋友面前流......好朋友其实并不会安慰你，好朋友也不会问你：“怎么啦？” ，好朋友只会用你最熟悉的眼睛看着你，那双漂亮得会说话的眼睛说：“没用的男人”......
25）当锥心之痛冻麻纯爱之心.......当“纯洁”的分身【眼泪】回归故土后 ...... 待爱之心就像一片死寂的大海，无法再激起千层的爱浪......
26）你知道哭泣 和 流泪之间的差别吗？哭泣是种懦弱的表现，流泪是感情的流露，纯爱的告别......

她爱忧伤，爱掉泪（别怪她多愁善感，她只是缺乏安全感，你要知道，她很少会为别人流泪）

坚强

It really happen as I know. I will try to face it and be tough.

Receive my first birthday present for this year. I wish I could open it but can't cus have promise her that I only can open it on my birthday=)

需要

现在的我需要有个肩膀让我依靠。

happy lantern festival

1st time didn't feel sad because of that, just feel ke xi. Just hope I can be a happy girl throughout this year=)

Terrible traffic jam today. Is it due to celebration? no idea about that.

wish everyone happy mooncake festival. enjoy eating mooncake=)

是伤还是痛？

Don't know what's the feeling now. It hurts. No idea I can take it for how long but will try my best.

留学

Today cousin bro leaves malaysia to further his studies at Russia. At first, felt sad to hear that. But it's good to hear that he can achieve his dream now.

Quite regret that didn't manage to meet him during the family reunion as I was at the camp. But the most regret is can't send him for his flight today.

Anyway, wish him all the best at there. Take care and don't forget us=)

maybe just need some time to be alone. burden became more and more. can't imagine how would I be after these few months/ years.

加油

一份鼓励对一些人来说是很重要的。

so bored at home

人生

人生真的很无常。

I want to find back the happy me. Try to be as tough as i can=)

piranha

It was an disgusting. But overall it is quite nice.

went to scan photo during the evening. Something very weird happened which is the photo on my hand suddenly missing. Sorry to them. I know is the most precious thing which never had the same one anymore. Until now, I still don't know how it can happen on me...

Step up 3

Watched step up 3 today. It was an awesome movie. before that heard some of them said is nice some of them said is not nice. I think I know what's the reason. To those who likes dancing then most probably will think it is nice.

watched resident evil

Finally done with the gift.

想要

有没有试过在最无助的时候，却得不到安慰或鼓励？

我想要的很简单。可是每次在最无助的时候，却找不到人帮忙，得不到安慰。

我会记住那一份感动。

Very exhausted. 1st time not really have a rest during holiday.

接受

no feeling about that. don't want to think about it already. have an answer on wat to do next.


Take care everyone. For those who having holiday, enjoy your holiday.

Neway

Today went to neway with my cousins. It was the second time we went there since june holiday. This will be the last time we went sing k with cousin bro before he left here.

假期

Starting of the semester break. Woke up at 8.30am. Had a badminton session with mages, thomas, terrence, weng hong, eu jin and my bro. It had been 2 weeks I didn't play badminton so kinda not in the situation. anyway, it was fun.

休息

Rest for two days. First day spent time with family and relatives. Second day watched dvd at cousin's house.

It's time to get back to normal life.

sing k

very exhausted

找回

Ya, i want to find back something which is missing.

Fate

fate decide it