还好

Luckily everything is fine.

讨厌

Hate it. It shorthen my life. is it so hard to understand?

她

It is so unbelievable. how can she realise that? Really shocked. Although she just know me a few days ago but she seems like quite understand me. Quite caring also like mother cares daughter. But not that old la...Politely say is like an elder sister cares younger sister=) Hope she is the one that I finding for so long time.

差一点

Almost lost my life. so scary.

奇妙

Sometimes it is so weird that things goes the other way. Everything has two choices. Different choices lead to different ending. Depends on which u choose. Sometimes choose to forgive it's better.

Feel so bad now~

喜悦

Something wrong with me. Don't know why today so happy although something a bit depressing.

天使

Does angel really exist in the world?

灰暗的世界

h.u.r.t.= hope u are tough

Sometimes ppl can be so bad and life can be so dull.

很想说的话

Wanted to say all these things since a long time ago but at first is didn't have time to say then is don't know how to say. I like high school life doesn't mean I has all wonderful memories in my high school life. I believe in everyone's life sure got ups and downs including me. I also got unwonderful memories in my high school life. Although during high school, I looked like very happy but I not all the time also happy de. I remembered the 1st time I cried at school is when I took my pmr slip, just a few days before pmr. The second time if I not mistaken was form 5 because of ppl jealousy. I don't know how I can go through that. I also don't know how I can be so tough since form 1 until that time. I hope I also can be that now but seriously I can't. Am I change already?

I don't know whether I got change or not. But I know I am not as what they think. I knew what I am doing. They kept on ask me to stop helping but seriously I don't think I will stop. Stop just because it makes me busy and stress? I can't. I not a selfish person although some ppl said sometimes human has to be selfish. They think I can't arrange my time and immature but I am not. Maybe I not very good in arranging and not very mature but I still can. My thinking is not that childish. They not understand why I want to be like that and why I don't think of myself 1st. But I really like helping. When I saw people happy, I also felt happy. This was what I think when I were in high school, which is why I always happy during my high school. They also not understand why I don't treat myself good or better. Maybe to me, others are more important than me.

Promise is true? To me, it is just saying only. Sometimes it is fake too. Once I believe promise but it make me got the greatest hurt. Don't know why believe so many times but at the end is suffer. Asked me why don't believe? Not I don't believe but I have no reason to believe since believing for so many times but at the end is disappointment which at first I shouldn't believe.

Many downs in my life until I won't shout of pain anymore cus it is not pain but time to comfort. A small injured is just normal to me. Glad that it always be with me whenever I want. It is the biggest support whenever I felt down or lost.

Independent is hard to me and Last time I scard to be alone. Now sometimes still used to it. Actually I am the type of person that not used to be alone but I try to. However, not good to be alone as don't know who can help if anything happens. Yesterday pain like hell when I was alone. Can't stand properly and walk properly. Luckily I managed to find my friend and after that felt better.

I wish I can be different from others but I still a girl. Recently only know that girls are sensitive. But I sensitive in feeling and emotion. I need care also.

Since the day I went to see doctor, I knew it would be quite tough for me to go through it. Two nights crying in the midnight. Can't control it cus need time to calm down. Misunderstanding and repeating. Is it so hard to understand? They kept on repeat saying all those things. All also pessimistic view. Can't they just stop. Really fed up wei...

It was a nightmare which never can forget. Asked me to believe but I can't cus once it happened, the next time u think I will believe?

I like high school life cus it is simple and nothing to worry. Know many kinds of people once enter college or uni. As it is hard to find a true friend at college or uni. Some of them just hide who they are just like wearing a mask. However they are a few which quite better.

Although I like high school life but I lost it last year. It no longer in my life anymore. All the memories just like a dream, after wake up forgot wat it is. It won't be a hurt since I let it go. Although the problem still there but it won't affect me much. No regret of losing it but just don't understand why changes can be so unbelievable.

Glad to have u in my life. Although it is not easy but don't know why it always make me don't give up. Thank you very much. I will try to accept.

My feeling is so true. I don't know why I can sense that.

忽冷忽热。。

Hope can forget everything and no feeling anymore.

那

Now I had no feeling about that.

筋疲力尽

Now only can sleep after finish all the assignments. Exhausted.

Happiness

Happiness came without knowing. It can be simple=)

如果能换取别人的快乐

如果能换取别人的快乐，无论如何都是值得的。

放松

Calm down. 不能太激动。

不再想了

Not going to think it anymore. Just don't remember, don't forget. Leave it behind for this moment. Should I feel lucky or happy or sad? I consider lucky compare to some of them.

承诺

Promise is fake cus it's just saying only.

回想

回想起以前。还是比较喜欢以前。

聊天

Today had a long talk with my friend since we did things together. Everything also chat. Chat about college life, primary school, family, camp and so on. Really nice.

Sorry

Tak boleh tahan

Can't tahan hearing all those things.

简单的事情可以变得复杂

A simple thing can become so complicated. Just because they thinking too much.

Need to rely on medicine.

March life

I hate march so much=(

my life

Life is getting busy. Its time to learn to be independent although I know I am forcing myself to do that. Assignments, projects, drawings, sketches, models, exams and presentations =( I don't like presentations as a little me not good in that. Somemore has to wear formal and high heels or big shirt and funny stuff. Hope I can handle it until the end. I will do my best.

打从心里的快乐

Thank you so much. I got the real happiness.

振作

Have to recover from it. Can't let it be.

new

Everything is new

恢复

This time I promise myself I have to face it and go through it.

Feel dizzy. how long will it be?

It

It came suddenly and moved suddenly. Never know why it will be like that.

心有余而力不足

This is what happening now.